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i'm insanely sore from pushing it hardcore at the gym this week, esp. from yesterday and today. my shoulders, chest, abs, even my armpits hurt! i did upper body yesterday, all in one day (i normally spread it out over 3!) and then lower body today...i fear how much pain i might be in tomorrow! eek. oh well, it's all for the good right. i've been back into my normal/old routine (the one that i abandoned completely after running the 1/2 marathon 2 years ago!) since mid-January and i've already dropped a size and can see significant changes in my body. almost back to normal and i haven't even started running yet! only difference this time around i'm eating whatever i want, whenever i want and i'm actually happy with my body the way it is. i honestly think this is truly the first time in my life i can say that! and truly mean it. in the past two months i've realized that i'm healthier and stronger than most women my age, so why complain? i should be embracing it and enjoying the fact that hopefully all of my hard work and insane gym sessions will help me enjoy a long, healthy, happy life down the road. one can only hope. but yes, my entire outlook has changed. i now workout not to lose weight/tone up, but to be healthy and strong. only took me 27 years!!!!! but i think i look better and feel better now as a result. guess it helps that i can still eat potato chips and french fries when i want and not feel the need to run 10 miles afterward or feel guilty b/c i know i have already have a healthy diet.
so that's fabulous news for me! i think cassie and nicole will appreciate my transformation (mind) than anyone else. it's a really BIG step for me. really big, you have no idea.
in other news. remember how my car was broken into back in july? how they found my stuff that was stolen? how there was an eye-witness to the crime? how i've been waiting almost 9 months for a trial to convict this kid? yeah...well there's not going to be a trial now b/c apparently the witness couldn't id the kid last week. fabulous!!! so he's getting scott-free. where is justice in this world? seriously.
good news is that i can pick my stuff up at the Watertown police station between 1-3pm tomorrow. so i'm taking a 1/2 day of work, getting my car inspected and retrieving my SIRIUS radio, cd walkman and a pair of sunglasses. all i care about is getting my SIRIUS radio back! that's the important part too me. but it's infuriating that i had to wait 8.5 months to get it back because it had to be entered as evidence for the trial...only that there is no trial now, and i could've taken my stuff back on july 3rd out of the cop cruiser and gone about my normal life! seriously. the victim suffers sometimes more than the suspect, i swear.
anyways, it's thursday. can't wait for tomorrow :)
so that's fabulous news for me! i think cassie and nicole will appreciate my transformation (mind) than anyone else. it's a really BIG step for me. really big, you have no idea.
in other news. remember how my car was broken into back in july? how they found my stuff that was stolen? how there was an eye-witness to the crime? how i've been waiting almost 9 months for a trial to convict this kid? yeah...well there's not going to be a trial now b/c apparently the witness couldn't id the kid last week. fabulous!!! so he's getting scott-free. where is justice in this world? seriously.
good news is that i can pick my stuff up at the Watertown police station between 1-3pm tomorrow. so i'm taking a 1/2 day of work, getting my car inspected and retrieving my SIRIUS radio, cd walkman and a pair of sunglasses. all i care about is getting my SIRIUS radio back! that's the important part too me. but it's infuriating that i had to wait 8.5 months to get it back because it had to be entered as evidence for the trial...only that there is no trial now, and i could've taken my stuff back on july 3rd out of the cop cruiser and gone about my normal life! seriously. the victim suffers sometimes more than the suspect, i swear.
anyways, it's thursday. can't wait for tomorrow :)