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its early in the morning and i just feel like writing in this. i wanted to tell someone something and it is... dont be mad at yourself for feeling like you like him back. its not your fault. go out with him. seriously..do what you want. i've been through enough pain already so i think i can take just a little more. its obvious that me and him arent going to go out for awhile..so give him a chance. you can see why me and kc went out with him, and also see why i still can't get over him. i can't be selfish and have him all to myself. just do what you want is all i'm saying. this is your own decision, not mine or kc's. it's going to take a few more nights when i cry myself to sleep for me to realize that i'm not his 'only one', and just imagining him with another girl, but if it makes you or him happy..then i'll take the pain. maybe this will get me over him. but who knows. its only love...