i hate it when people write EMOtional shit like this because its boring so sorry...
i dont think im a bad person but i feel like i am useless in this stage of life. like i feel my skills and talent and personality go unnoticed, unneeded, and unappreciated in high school. because i cant be like everyone else...i cant be "normal". im not saying im "special" but ok i AM a little weird. like i say things i shouldnt say, or i do weird things. i dont know. but im just wondering when i will finally reach a point in my life where i am the person that other people want to be. its so frustrating feeling like you have to be someone else...why can't i find someone who is happy with the way i am. well i kind of know someone like that but i dont have a chance...i used to see him all the time and never realize how i felt but now that i dont, i realized that the best thing was, he never told me to change. he thought my weirdness was funny and that i was funny. and now no