Hey guys
wow, i guess its been a pretty long time since i've written. like since b4 spring break. Sry lol. So life's goin pretty good....for me. I feel so blessed cuz of it too. I have friends, and they're goin through rough times..and don't know how to handle it. It results in them doing unhealthy things to their body. It hurts me to see it. And especially when there's nothing i can do! I...i dont know. Being a teenager is complicated. And if you don't have someone to talk to, its like 10 times worse. I want all my friends to know if you ever EVER need to talk i'm here. Always. i dont' care if we're in a fight, not talking, not friends anymore..i'm here. Sometimes talking about it helps alot. It does for me. Yet sometimes its better just to think about it on ur own. As long as ur thinking productively. Im lucky. I have a good relationship w/ my parents, and i know i can talk to them about anything. Like most grls, i go to my mom about this kinda stuff. And even if she can't help me, just listening to me does. And i want to do at least that for anyone who needs a shoulder. for me, talking about what seems so heavy and disastrous in my head, when i hear myself say it outloud, its like...its not that bad. I shouldn't be so worked up about stuff so trivial as guys, even tho they seem so important right now. I know all of our parents say most of the things that are important to teens aren't gonna matter in 10 yrs, but...idk one teen who's thinking about how the decision they're making NOW is going to effect them in ten years. They're worried about what they're hair looks like, and what Mr/Mrs. Perfect thinks of them. Most of us prolly won't even remember that persons name in 10 years, but that doesn't matter. We live in the now. Not tomorrow, although too many of us live in yesterday, and not 10 yrs from now. If we dont' have someone to get us through, that understands, that we can talk to about anything and everthing that's happening now...its hard. When you lose friends or someone you're close to, its harder. I should probably go, but for the people who know what i'm talking about...please dont' get the idea that i'm complaining that knowing what's going on is a burden! I'm glad you told me, i'm glad you feel comfortable enough to let me know ur having a hard time. I love you! And I only want to help! Please, if there's anything i can do...
*Lindsey
*Lindsey