♥Goodbye for a while♥
I know I’ve said this before, but this time I think that I really believe myself. I need to take a break from all this. I spend entirely way too much time on here. I think this is one of the bases behind my problems lately I hid behind here thinking that as long as I have friends on here and in that I don’t need to go out there and put myself out there and have the possibility. I also think that’s why I've been hanging onto him for so long, as long as I had the daydream of him and I then I wouldn’t have to look, I wouldn’t have to put myself out there again and get hurt. It has taken me so long to finally be ok with myself, and I am so proud of myself for being able to do that, but I need a break. I need to get out there; I need to see what’s out there. I have to I’m a little scared and a little nervous but I have myself and I have so much, that I need to. I love you all, and I feel awful about this I just friended someone on here and this will be the first post she reads, I am sorry for that I understand if you wish to take me off. I love you all dearly and I will talk to you all again, I am sure of it. ♥
~*Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.