Feb 23, 2005 17:53
You know how I said I was going to stop thinking about him?? yea well it work for about an hour. I need help, no I need a someone right now. I need him, well I dont need him per sae, yes I do, I suppose I could live without him, but I dont really want to. This isnt making any sense, Im tryng to talk myself out of this, and well its not working, although not much to talk myself out of since I havent seen him for a while, although only 25 more days then a few more after that then I can see him. So what am I going to do for these next 25 days?? I need a someone to keep my mind off of him. Well this was a pathetic entry if i do say so myself, I really need to go out and get myself a life outside of school. So I'm listening to Rascal Flatts, not the best for when Im in this mood. Im gonna go now, before I dig myself a deeper hole. :)