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Yeah, it's been a good while again since I've updated. I've just been so busy lately that I don't really have time for all this mess. I feel like I'm overwhelmed with room inspections, CQ, and pt. My life doesn't consist of anything fun anymore. When I go to the mall I'm always so worried that a drill sergeant will be around watching me. The whole brain washing thing worked I suppose in basic.
I can't wait to leave Alabama. It's too damn hot here. I don't think it would be that bad if the humidity wasn't evil here. I'm so ready to get back to Kentucky for alittle while. For the 4th I'm goin to Georgia with a few friends from here. I was going to come home, but it's pointless.
Stories of Fort Bragg are starting to scare me. I don't really want to go there because I don't want to go airborne. Granted that I run my 2 mile in like 14:45 I'm not ready to jump out of an airplane with a friggin ruck that weighs 115 pounds. It weighs almost as much as I do. I don't want to. My drill sergeant really thinks it would be a good idea if I did that, but I don't. For one, I'm kinda scared of heights. I really didn't realize this until basic when we did a confidence course. Not fun, not fun at all. I'm so scared that I'm just going to fall if I get up really high. I know, I'm retarted.
Hopefully, I'm going to be out of here ASAP. I start back in class Tuesday maybe. I hope my orders change and I get sent to Fort Sill, OK. I want to be there with all my friends. Not in Fort Bragg. My bestest friend leaves me in three weeks to go to Eglin Air Force Base in Fl. She's is a dumbass and picked EOD as her MOS. That wasn't smart at all. My "person" left on May 23rd. Yeah, I'm really sad. We talk all the time, but it's still not the same. I miss him so much. Hopefully, Im going to get out of here soon and I can go see him.
I supppose that I may stay in the army for a good while. Once I think about it, even though I have gotten in trouble for retarded things I've done, It's really not that bad. I mean, come on, I have abs now. I wouldn't have them if I had some other job. It's really okay I suppose. Lol..I change my mind though on a daily basis. Give it a few days and I'll be complaining about how I hate it.
I think that I'm going to go get a pair of BDU's today. So I should probably go get ready.
I can't wait to leave Alabama. It's too damn hot here. I don't think it would be that bad if the humidity wasn't evil here. I'm so ready to get back to Kentucky for alittle while. For the 4th I'm goin to Georgia with a few friends from here. I was going to come home, but it's pointless.
Stories of Fort Bragg are starting to scare me. I don't really want to go there because I don't want to go airborne. Granted that I run my 2 mile in like 14:45 I'm not ready to jump out of an airplane with a friggin ruck that weighs 115 pounds. It weighs almost as much as I do. I don't want to. My drill sergeant really thinks it would be a good idea if I did that, but I don't. For one, I'm kinda scared of heights. I really didn't realize this until basic when we did a confidence course. Not fun, not fun at all. I'm so scared that I'm just going to fall if I get up really high. I know, I'm retarted.
Hopefully, I'm going to be out of here ASAP. I start back in class Tuesday maybe. I hope my orders change and I get sent to Fort Sill, OK. I want to be there with all my friends. Not in Fort Bragg. My bestest friend leaves me in three weeks to go to Eglin Air Force Base in Fl. She's is a dumbass and picked EOD as her MOS. That wasn't smart at all. My "person" left on May 23rd. Yeah, I'm really sad. We talk all the time, but it's still not the same. I miss him so much. Hopefully, Im going to get out of here soon and I can go see him.
I supppose that I may stay in the army for a good while. Once I think about it, even though I have gotten in trouble for retarded things I've done, It's really not that bad. I mean, come on, I have abs now. I wouldn't have them if I had some other job. It's really okay I suppose. Lol..I change my mind though on a daily basis. Give it a few days and I'll be complaining about how I hate it.
I think that I'm going to go get a pair of BDU's today. So I should probably go get ready.