I hate girls sometimes...
Sometimes I get really discouraged.
About boys, friends, school, parents.. pretty much life in general.
Like.. ok friends.
I dunno. I just get majorly frusturated with stuff..
I hate that feeling of being blown off.
I know they don't mean too... but the one thing that would make me happy would be just to be included in something.
Like instead of asking them to do something, and them saying oh.. I have plans, say, well hey! You can come with me.
Seriously. ^ right there folks. Rachel's dream come true.
But.. apparently, that's not the way my life is supposed to work out.
Soooo... for right now, I guess I have to be OK with everything.
But it get hard. Real hard.
I don't know how many times I've actually cried about this.
And this isn't about anyone wo normally reads this, so don't freak out on me.
And now, that I'm in this horriblely crappy mood, I have to study for my last final.
And all I wanna do is curl up in a chair and read.
So, I'm saying to everyone. SCREW STUDYING. I'm rebelling.
Later lovelies. <3
About boys, friends, school, parents.. pretty much life in general.
Like.. ok friends.
I dunno. I just get majorly frusturated with stuff..
I hate that feeling of being blown off.
I know they don't mean too... but the one thing that would make me happy would be just to be included in something.
Like instead of asking them to do something, and them saying oh.. I have plans, say, well hey! You can come with me.
Seriously. ^ right there folks. Rachel's dream come true.
But.. apparently, that's not the way my life is supposed to work out.
Soooo... for right now, I guess I have to be OK with everything.
But it get hard. Real hard.
I don't know how many times I've actually cried about this.
And this isn't about anyone wo normally reads this, so don't freak out on me.
And now, that I'm in this horriblely crappy mood, I have to study for my last final.
And all I wanna do is curl up in a chair and read.
So, I'm saying to everyone. SCREW STUDYING. I'm rebelling.
Later lovelies. <3