charloft - Piercings and more

Apr 17, 2009 17:02

No piercings, no tattoos, just me. I'm amazing enough without adding anything flashy. I stand out with my looks and personality alone, thank you. Really, why would I want to deface this body? It'd be a crime.

Okay, though...I have a piece of jewelry I hardly ever take off. It's a gold sun necklace.

Other than that - all you get is me.


locked.
Truth is, taking off my necklace makes me feel incomplete. Not that I know how to explain that to anyone. It would involve explaining where the necklace came from, for starters. Gotta take care of it, though, so I take it off at the beach or pool - anywhere else that might harm it. Where I might lose it.

Lame as it is, I soak it in jewelry cleaner once a week.

I don't know. It means the world to me. I have to take care of it. I'm not sure what I'd do if I did lose it. God, I remember one woman I was hanging out with for a couple weeks...I woke up one morning and went to put it on. The necklace wasn't in the cleaner where I had left it and I just remember my heart sinking. I started looking and couldn't find it anywhere. I tore my apartment up. I was sweating, red in the face...seriously just wanted to scream or cry or something. Called up the girl, she'd been over the night before, and asked her if she had seen it that morning. She told me she borrowed it. Thought I wouldn't mind.

I flipped out and yelled at her, cussed. We met up so I could get it back and...I just told her we were done and walked off.

Still feel bad about that, about how I treated her. She didn't understand what it means to me. She didn't deserve how I acted. But it happened.

I'd rather lose an arm before I lose this necklace.

[comm] charloft

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