Supernatural fanfiction - The fiancé
Today I post my new fanfiction which I had written in german and finally translate it into english. Sorry for all the mistakes I make - but I hope you like it anyway. It is about Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles. And I warned you that it is r e a l l y dramatic.
The fiancé
When he had finally found him, he just lay there. No movement, no noise, complete standstill. Jensen felt exactly the same way as if his heart had stopped beating.
He simply could not believe that he would do something like that.
Some time later in hospital
Suicide attempt - what are you talking about? Jared would never do such a thing! "In Jensen's head was total chaos. No it could not be true ... not suicide…suicide and Jared are two things which don´t belong in one sentence. He had to sit down. He felt as if someone had taken the air to breath from him.
"That is always a shock. But unfortunately there is no other explanation for Jared's condition. You have seen him by yourself. "Dr. Peters said understandingly.
Oh yes, he had seen him. He would probably never get these images out of his head. At first he thought that Jared was sleeping peacefully in his bed, but when he moved closer to him, he had noticed that he was perfectly still, not even breathing any more. Immediately he had pushed back the covers to start with the revival. Suddenly overcome with nausea, he had to suppress a gag reflex. Half of the bed sheet was dipped in red blood. Jared had slashed both wrists. Jensen immediately took out his cell phone and called the emergency services. After he had found a barely palpable pulse, he was looking for something with which he was able to stop the bleeding. Then his eyes fell on the trash can and his heart stopped again for a moment. He saw an infinite number of empty medication boxes and cans. "Oh my God - what have you done, Jay!" After that, everything went pretty fast but Jensen had the feeling as if everything would happen in slow motion. The ambulance took him and Jared to the hospital, where he still sat, and tried to take in the words of Dr. Peters. He had so far refused to recognize the facts as such. His best friend had tried to take his life. But now he could not deny it any further. Jared needed him now more than ever.
“What happens next with him?" Jensen's attempt to steady his voice failed miserably.
We had to pump out his stomach and stitched his cuts on his wrists. As his family members haven´t arrived yet, and I can see how much you care about him, you can see him now. He shouldn´t be alone when he wakes up.
Thanks!" Jensen said softly and followed her to Jared's room. He took a deep breath, before he opened the door and tried to prepare himself mentally for the image of what he was about see. But when he really saw Jared lying there he knew that he had failed miserably in this attempt. Despite its enormous size Jared never seemed so small and fragile. But above all, this complete stillness struck Jensen like a stab in his heart. Jared was always in motion, he could not sit still and see him now so devoid of life, felt like just another blow in the stomach, which threatened to take the ability to breath from him.
He positions the only chair in the room next to Jareds bed and sat down on it. It took quite a while until he could hear the first sounds of Jared. He had never been so happy to hear a groan from his lips.
“Hey," he said gently, as Jared slowly opened his eyes.
You freak the hell out of me! Don´t do something like this ever again! Jensen went on. The words splutter out of his mouth without much thinking.
From Jared didn´t come the slightest reaction. He just laid there and stared at him with empty eyes.
I only get the nurse and then I am right back at you. Jensen told him softly.
Again, no response from Jared.
Nurse Paula came promptly and greeted him nicely.
“Well, Mr. Padalecki, how are you?”
“Why” was Jared only answer.
“Why what?" Said Nurse Paula still friendly, although she was sure that she knew the answer already.
“Why didn´t you let me die there?” Jared's eyes got filled with tears so he turned his gaze from Jensen and stared out of the window.
In Jensens body everything pulled together and his entire body tense up.
“I couldn´t do that. You´re my best friend, Jared.” he said calmy. He didn´t know where he had gotten the strength so suddenly.
Nurse Paula completed her tests and wrote everything in Jareds medical record. She left the two of them alone with the words “I call Dr. Peters.”
Jensen knew that it was a mistake to asked Jared so early on, but the question was burning on his soul. Moreover, it would never be a good time for these kind of questions.
"Why did you do that? Why did you not speak to me before? "
Jensens voice got thinner and thinner as he spoke.
But neither this question nor anything else that Jensen told him got a response from Jared. He just laid there and stared blankly out of the window for the rest of the day. No matter who took the place next to him.
End of part one.
I don´t want this to happen in real life, but this storyidea was in my head such a long time that I had to write it down to get it out of my head.
Please let me know what you think about it? Every comment I will appreciate!