I'm so over this constant up and down feeling. It's been happening all year. i go from good or okay moods to bad ones, like the flick of a switch
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I know exactly what you mean. I've felt like that so many times too. Now... I don't know if we're a lot alike, but all it took me was to see that a lot of those girls who I "envied" didn't necessarily have that much to be envied. I've met guys and most of them were not worth my time. I got a boyfriend who was clingy and too romantic and made me realize I was doing so well on my own. We're young, Broadie. And, hell, I'm 4 years older than you :) But I've learned that having a boyfriend doesn't necessarily make you a happier person. Still... I know there are those days you want to feel loved and beautiful and desireable. And I know what it's like to not be at your best, physically speaking. Over the past few years I've changed a lot, for better. It does you make you more peaceful, being happier with how you look and etc. I think you're beautiful and if you've put on some weight you're lucky that's all it was. Being a few pounds heavier than you used to be be is way easier than being ugly :P lol! I can be pretty shallow too...! :D Still, don't beat yourself up for this. The guy I like is really hot and there are many girls crazy about him. I met him many years ago, when I was not at all happy with how I looked. And he still liked me like that. So... I don't know. Don't be so hard on yourself :) Everything in life has its own right timing! Hope you feel better soon! :)
thankyou so much, this means so much to me! i felt so...vain or something writing this entry, i thought people would react differently haha. im so selfish sometimes, it frustrates me. i know i am very lucky in some ways, and i should focus on that instead of focusing on all the bad things...it's just when i get into a low spot, it all comes flooding over me, you know? i hope i dont stay this way forever haha, my poor livejournal probably can't take it lol! thankyou again, it was really nice reading this :)
Well, we're responding like this because so many of us go through this from time to time. I am personally not really crazy about girls who always have someone. For me, really, that is a sign of weakness. It's really not that hard to find someone. As in "anyone". But we deserve better than that. And it's harder to find someone that truly makes us happy and who is really worth it. I don't know about you, but for me this comes in phases. On Saturday I was crying my eyes out, cursing my bad luck in love :P Today I am in peace with it, I even feel lucky. Life's just different for each one of us and it would be damn boring if it were perfect all the time. Anyway, you're welcome :) I like talking about this because I hope I can help, with everything I've gone through already..
Still... I know there are those days you want to feel loved and beautiful and desireable. And I know what it's like to not be at your best, physically speaking. Over the past few years I've changed a lot, for better. It does you make you more peaceful, being happier with how you look and etc. I think you're beautiful and if you've put on some weight you're lucky that's all it was. Being a few pounds heavier than you used to be be is way easier than being ugly :P lol! I can be pretty shallow too...! :D
Still, don't beat yourself up for this. The guy I like is really hot and there are many girls crazy about him. I met him many years ago, when I was not at all happy with how I looked. And he still liked me like that. So... I don't know. Don't be so hard on yourself :) Everything in life has its own right timing!
Hope you feel better soon! :)
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im so selfish sometimes, it frustrates me. i know i am very lucky in some ways, and i should focus on that instead of focusing on all the bad things...it's just when i get into a low spot, it all comes flooding over me, you know?
i hope i dont stay this way forever haha, my poor livejournal probably can't take it lol!
thankyou again, it was really nice reading this :)
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I don't know about you, but for me this comes in phases. On Saturday I was crying my eyes out, cursing my bad luck in love :P Today I am in peace with it, I even feel lucky. Life's just different for each one of us and it would be damn boring if it were perfect all the time.
Anyway, you're welcome :) I like talking about this because I hope I can help, with everything I've gone through already..
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