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[sunniechic23]

i love my life & all the fixings. good and bad. the bad always metamorphasizes into something wonderful. even the worst things, take their turn for the better. they open your eyes and show you what livin's all about. its about understanding. its about risk. its about communication. its about love. its about the souls you encounter along your journey. & the ones that leave footprints across your heart. the ones that u unexpectedly meet because for some reason God decided to put you in the same place at the same time as that person. and of the millions of people we pass by in our lives, only a small percentage actually will ever make a difference. so why them...why did we get placed with the pple that we did? its not luck. its not coincidence. its fate...and such a blessing. theyre there to help. and teach you...sometimes its easy to lose sight of important people. and it scares me how easily its done. the simple lack of communication is enough to put such  a damper on a relationship...i miss my friends whom i havent spent time with lately. i hate that i let it get this way sometimes. it makes me cry, because time is so precious, yet we all continue to waste it, as tho the  BigGuy upstairs is going to give us as much as we want. and what hurts more, is that even coming to this realization, more than likely wont change a thing for me and my habits...nor anyone else who takes the time to read this.

but i do love what weve been thru my dear friends. you have been my stepping stones that have bridged over that troubled water i so desperately needed to cross. i still need you, even though our conversations are few and far between. please know that you still mean the world to me. i sometimes cry, thinking about this predicament we get in. but nonetheless deep down, my heart smiles at the memories and occasionally laughter is a result. i am the most priveleged girl on this planet to have come in contact with these angels of mine...