May 06, 2004 23:19
What exactly am I searching for?
3 day limit with me - then i'll find an excuse - and they're gone. Feeling that i've tricked them - wound them up for fun. And i have no excuses.
How can I explain what even I don't understand?
Have you done this? Or has she? Which one of you destroyed me?
Or maybe i'm not destroyed - just more careful? I just know what I want now?
Either way i'm lost.
lora x