My fat ass!
I'm a frigging HUGE, MOBIDLY OBESE CHILD!!! I'm tired of alot of crap and I need to change a lot of things. I've been looking at websites on the computer and tring to figure out better ways to diet or excersize or what would be good for me. (Now hold on everyone, NO I'm not dieting, or excersizing 5 hours a day, I'm just trying to see some little things that I can change. I know that that's what I need to do but this little "()" message is so that whatever asshole reads this and sees me like 2 months from this post and is like "Oh, that bitches diet obviously ain't working!" that's because for the record I'm not dieting and because every fucking day I wake up and say to myself I'm dieting.) So I don't even know why I'm writing this but I'm all angry, frustrated, sad, depressed, anxious, and pissed off at the fucking world about it. So there. Anyway I'm going in circles looking all this up and listining to the Discovery channel about GB Surgury which I'm against personally for me but I don't care who else does it although I can't stop going to differnt websites about it. It's quite depressing because I SOOOOOO OVER QUALIFY for the damn thing, not the insurance part but the medical guidelines for having it done. Theres people younger and littler than me that have had it done and so whatever I'm just annoied. I guess I'd better get off here because the only excersize I've got today is what I've got surfing the web.