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i need money man...
im tired of all this bullshit.
i wanna get the fuck out....
but i really dun feel like talkin bout my whole financial status right now..
so moving on!!!
are we still roading to cali? or are you not planning on me going with you... cause i guess as im seeing it you just want to go alone with ben, in which case... maybe ill see you there... haha right. no.
im just...
i feel like im settling into something i dont wanna be. like i dun wanna be poor and shit. i dont wanna be depressed and you know.. just pissed off for the rest of my life. but theres really nothing else for me to do right now and its just been bothering me a lot. a lot of things have been bothering me.
a lot.
im starting to question the strength and duribity of my relationships with... everyone. and the value of them. how i value them vs how whoever else is in the relationship values it. et cetera. blah.
whatever. everyone can go suck a cock.
im sounding much like will and..
wah.
not good. meehhdkfajdflkj
theres more id like to say but its... no. not gonna happen. :]
peace nigg.
im tired of all this bullshit.
i wanna get the fuck out....
but i really dun feel like talkin bout my whole financial status right now..
so moving on!!!
are we still roading to cali? or are you not planning on me going with you... cause i guess as im seeing it you just want to go alone with ben, in which case... maybe ill see you there... haha right. no.
im just...
i feel like im settling into something i dont wanna be. like i dun wanna be poor and shit. i dont wanna be depressed and you know.. just pissed off for the rest of my life. but theres really nothing else for me to do right now and its just been bothering me a lot. a lot of things have been bothering me.
a lot.
im starting to question the strength and duribity of my relationships with... everyone. and the value of them. how i value them vs how whoever else is in the relationship values it. et cetera. blah.
whatever. everyone can go suck a cock.
im sounding much like will and..
wah.
not good. meehhdkfajdflkj
theres more id like to say but its... no. not gonna happen. :]
peace nigg.