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what is happiness without depression?
just more of nothing.
alex said something about deep depressions and i said i wasnt. this is just my norm. but i guess its not really my norm. well it is again now, but it wasnt. i changed. but im back here again. with nothing.
being poor sucks. it pretty much ruines my life.
i cant get a job. i dont have a car.
college = unaffordable.
looks like all my wildest dreams are coming true... not.
i dont know what im gonna do about that. school i mean.
ill worry about it later.
i miss you.
i really dont have a lot of friends...
and even if anybody did want to do anything with me
its not like i have money
or a phone
so its not like i could talk to them.
and im used to sitting at home wondering what everyone else is up to.
at least i get to talk to david.
hes all i need really.
sad.. i dont really even have him
just more of nothing.
alex said something about deep depressions and i said i wasnt. this is just my norm. but i guess its not really my norm. well it is again now, but it wasnt. i changed. but im back here again. with nothing.
being poor sucks. it pretty much ruines my life.
i cant get a job. i dont have a car.
college = unaffordable.
looks like all my wildest dreams are coming true... not.
i dont know what im gonna do about that. school i mean.
ill worry about it later.
i miss you.
i really dont have a lot of friends...
and even if anybody did want to do anything with me
its not like i have money
or a phone
so its not like i could talk to them.
and im used to sitting at home wondering what everyone else is up to.
at least i get to talk to david.
hes all i need really.
sad.. i dont really even have him