May 25, 2006 12:33
so...as I said...there would be a downfall...
of course, it is not as bad as I thought it would be...no, not at all...BUT it did happen and that is bad enough...
I imagine that it will end soon though...on account of a special arrival this weekend and the festivities to happen next weekend...I think the downfall came due to the fact that I was out of my habitat and didn't have any of my planning necessities with me to keep me busy...being busy = happiness for me...
I guess I better go busy myself now...I do not want this feeling I have to last long...it is ridiculous of you to make me feel this way anyway...are you not obligated to me?
Nothing is an obligation anymore.