Jan 24, 2006 17:32
I never seem to have anything to say anymore...and right now is no different
I think I am in a rut...maybe? quite possibly? I could not say for sure...nothing seems to please me anymore...but then again, what ever did?
My classes are quite nice this semester. I love magazine writing. Dr. Lewin is one of the best teachers I have had thus far...either him and Dr. Young are excellent teacher or I just love my journalism classes? Either way, I think journalism might be my life's calling.
I need something new. I always need something new. I just want change. It isn't healthy...to always need things to be different...why do I fear commitment so much? Why can I not just stick to a routine? Why can I not be practical?
I guess I need to get in gear and find what I have always been looking for...it is the only thing I have left to do...