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this past week has been perdy darn good, this is the first night i've really just chilled at home, i'm never home anymore.
tomorrow will be 12 days workin in a row. possibly last day with ups. the weather has kept it interesting, to say the least. my toes is always froze.
busy week...... hung out with loser a few nights. doin our usual random doing nothing just talking. and smoking cigars at the playground. we is cool. lol. but its always fun. love that girly. hmm. matts welcome back party, that was fun, saw bunches of people i havent in awhile. what else what else, been to the bars a few days in the past week or so, not really drinkin cause i'm not of age, and driving too. but still fun nonetheless, which makes me happy because i know i can still have fun without it. i dont neeeed it. um, rock show last night at ofcc was cooolio. sobeits mad ones simplistics some others, definately enjoyed it. then hung out which was fun too, minus the damn BLIZZARD making driving a BIATCH. but i was exhausted from a late night before though. hmmm what the hell did i do? oh yeah, karaoke night in brunstucky with my aa girlies. i sang billy joel twice. i know you're jealous. and then we sang lit. my own worst enemy. hahha love it. then to denny's w/a drunk to try to sober her up. mmmm peanut butter pie. what else what else. i don't even remember the rest of my week. oh well. i'm excited for xmas, ???possible snowboarding?? my return to athens. some fun shows thrown in the mix ( delay! and RISE AGAINST! - speaking of which- anyone from OU going or want to ride to OU post show??) but ya know, i think i will actually miss home when i go back. its feelin good around here lately. everyone had better come down for my bday, and if not that weekend, to visit another time!! you are always welcome ( well, usually)
randomness #1- i think i am getting alot better at just being, just being me. and not being so concerned with what the hell that is. not trying to impress anyone and fit a certain mold, not trying to change it or hold on to tight to what i was.
randomness #2- i am overwhelmed, and really, i still can't help but think, gavin said it best, i'm never alone, i'm alone all the time. i may be able to surround myself with people, surround myself with friends, and still they don't know it all. maybe one or two do. but, i am just like that. not too open. and thats ok maybe.
this is random ramlbes, its to be expected, this you know.
randomness #3- i don't know how to feel this christmas. its weird to say it, esp because i know it dissapoints some, but, i don't consider myself christian anymore and therefore shouldn't technically be celebrating CHRISTmas. but, i am partaking in the commercialized gift giving visiting holiday festivity season anyways. because well, its the cool thing to do. eh, its just an odd feeling, i'll be going to church christmas day, because its what the fam always does, but, its just gonna be weird.
just got done wrapping some gifts, now i'm gonna watch elf and get some rest. workin early tomrorow. hope everyone has a very happy holidays ( i refuse to say merry christmas sorry)
oh and still dont know what the dealio is for new years eve. shit. well. me and capt mo will be together fo shizzy.
bye bye darlings
~*~ktk~*~
tomorrow will be 12 days workin in a row. possibly last day with ups. the weather has kept it interesting, to say the least. my toes is always froze.
busy week...... hung out with loser a few nights. doin our usual random doing nothing just talking. and smoking cigars at the playground. we is cool. lol. but its always fun. love that girly. hmm. matts welcome back party, that was fun, saw bunches of people i havent in awhile. what else what else, been to the bars a few days in the past week or so, not really drinkin cause i'm not of age, and driving too. but still fun nonetheless, which makes me happy because i know i can still have fun without it. i dont neeeed it. um, rock show last night at ofcc was cooolio. sobeits mad ones simplistics some others, definately enjoyed it. then hung out which was fun too, minus the damn BLIZZARD making driving a BIATCH. but i was exhausted from a late night before though. hmmm what the hell did i do? oh yeah, karaoke night in brunstucky with my aa girlies. i sang billy joel twice. i know you're jealous. and then we sang lit. my own worst enemy. hahha love it. then to denny's w/a drunk to try to sober her up. mmmm peanut butter pie. what else what else. i don't even remember the rest of my week. oh well. i'm excited for xmas, ???possible snowboarding?? my return to athens. some fun shows thrown in the mix ( delay! and RISE AGAINST! - speaking of which- anyone from OU going or want to ride to OU post show??) but ya know, i think i will actually miss home when i go back. its feelin good around here lately. everyone had better come down for my bday, and if not that weekend, to visit another time!! you are always welcome ( well, usually)
randomness #1- i think i am getting alot better at just being, just being me. and not being so concerned with what the hell that is. not trying to impress anyone and fit a certain mold, not trying to change it or hold on to tight to what i was.
randomness #2- i am overwhelmed, and really, i still can't help but think, gavin said it best, i'm never alone, i'm alone all the time. i may be able to surround myself with people, surround myself with friends, and still they don't know it all. maybe one or two do. but, i am just like that. not too open. and thats ok maybe.
this is random ramlbes, its to be expected, this you know.
randomness #3- i don't know how to feel this christmas. its weird to say it, esp because i know it dissapoints some, but, i don't consider myself christian anymore and therefore shouldn't technically be celebrating CHRISTmas. but, i am partaking in the commercialized gift giving visiting holiday festivity season anyways. because well, its the cool thing to do. eh, its just an odd feeling, i'll be going to church christmas day, because its what the fam always does, but, its just gonna be weird.
just got done wrapping some gifts, now i'm gonna watch elf and get some rest. workin early tomrorow. hope everyone has a very happy holidays ( i refuse to say merry christmas sorry)
oh and still dont know what the dealio is for new years eve. shit. well. me and capt mo will be together fo shizzy.
bye bye darlings
~*~ktk~*~