yeah
not a whole lot i even want to post right now. i'm feelin kinda shitey at the moment, tired, worn down, exhausted, busy, stressed, etc etc etc, i am so overwhelmed with so much right now, i don't even know where to start. ever been so close to just stopping? everything? why bother with any of this BS anymore? honestly. its all pointless. i want to just quit, give up, and run away. yeah. thats that.
the weekend, insane. and yes, insane usually means and in this case definately means i was fucking wasted and fucked up for most of it. well damn. i suck. but i enjoyed it. so dont make me feel like shit for it. there.
OSU was nice. saw my erin. and mike. and nicky. and some other peeps. didnt get to see some people. sorry bout that [ jess i apologize for the drunken dials and random drunks on my phone... can i still visit sometime??] . yeah. mikes house=gross. but it makes for a good party house. i could never spend more than one night there though. sick. um, back here last night was fun, lots more randomness, drama and illegal activities. oh joy.and what is it with there being single hot boys galore, and me trying to behave. daaaamn um. now i am paying for it, cuz i got no work done, and no sleep. so tomorrow is going to blow. .
the weekend, insane. and yes, insane usually means and in this case definately means i was fucking wasted and fucked up for most of it. well damn. i suck. but i enjoyed it. so dont make me feel like shit for it. there.
OSU was nice. saw my erin. and mike. and nicky. and some other peeps. didnt get to see some people. sorry bout that [ jess i apologize for the drunken dials and random drunks on my phone... can i still visit sometime??] . yeah. mikes house=gross. but it makes for a good party house. i could never spend more than one night there though. sick. um, back here last night was fun, lots more randomness, drama and illegal activities. oh joy.and what is it with there being single hot boys galore, and me trying to behave. daaaamn um. now i am paying for it, cuz i got no work done, and no sleep. so tomorrow is going to blow. .