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I talked to my roomate today, Carolyn Chin. She sounds like a really sweet girl and I think we will do well living together. She is from Sunnyvale, CA which is only like 5 minutes away from school. I hope she likes to go out and have fun sometimes because she mentioned that she doesn't drink. I guess if she isn't too keen on the whole party scene it might be nice to have kinda a "quieter" dorm to be able to retreat to. I'm glad that I get to meet/live with someone from a different ethnic background/culture because I haven't really been exposed to much diversity here in Scottsdale. She did however think I was also Asian at first because of my last name (sun). she asked me what Asian nationality I was, hmm how bout caucASIAN! anywhoo I'm excited, I think we'll be compatible. The countdown is now 13 days!
Today I played golf and then went to work, wow what an untypical day, ha. Tomorrow I am going to go to U of A with Ariel for a couple days. I am kinda scared that I am going to go there and like it and wish I was going there and then feel bad that my parents are spending so much to send me to SCU when I could have done just as well for less money at UA. Then of course theres the very likely possibly of seeing Robby (since megan tells me she sees him everywhere). since I still can't get him off my mind I will be very jealous when I see him hanging with girls and having a good time (fucking get over him Jenn!) then there will be all the what ifs that will run through my mind "what if I had decided to go to UofA, would he still have broken up with me" "what if Santa Clara isn't as fun"...blah blah blah. All that I just wrote was horribly negative and I know I am stupid for having these thoughts and I don't know why I am sharing them with mr. LJ. UMM so why am I going to U of A haha? Oh yah, to hang out with my wonderful friends who mean the world to me, to celebrate a certain little mermaids 18th, and to have *Fun*! Hell YA!
Today I played golf and then went to work, wow what an untypical day, ha. Tomorrow I am going to go to U of A with Ariel for a couple days. I am kinda scared that I am going to go there and like it and wish I was going there and then feel bad that my parents are spending so much to send me to SCU when I could have done just as well for less money at UA. Then of course theres the very likely possibly of seeing Robby (since megan tells me she sees him everywhere). since I still can't get him off my mind I will be very jealous when I see him hanging with girls and having a good time (fucking get over him Jenn!) then there will be all the what ifs that will run through my mind "what if I had decided to go to UofA, would he still have broken up with me" "what if Santa Clara isn't as fun"...blah blah blah. All that I just wrote was horribly negative and I know I am stupid for having these thoughts and I don't know why I am sharing them with mr. LJ. UMM so why am I going to U of A haha? Oh yah, to hang out with my wonderful friends who mean the world to me, to celebrate a certain little mermaids 18th, and to have *Fun*! Hell YA!