hate this feeling
I have tried everything everyone has suggested to get over this heartache. I am going out, I am talking to a shrink, I have found new activites, yet I still have my moments when BAM I miss Jesse, and it breaks my heart to think of him giving someone else the love and affection he used to give me :( My heartaches for him to at least show me some respect, but he can't or wont'. I long for his friendship again. I hate that I feel that way but I do. I hate that I am still dealing with all these crappy emotions when he has moved on so readily. I HATE IT.
My shrink said perhaps it would make me feel better if he was somehow held accountable for his actions and his wrong doings. I am not sure I want to report him to anyone for what he did, I promised I would support him through it when it happened; but the fact that everyone has sided with him when he is the one who cheated and slept with an underage person is so beyond hurtful. He has made the entire break up my fault, and I refuse that to be the case!
Ugh I just need to move on, why can't I?
My shrink said perhaps it would make me feel better if he was somehow held accountable for his actions and his wrong doings. I am not sure I want to report him to anyone for what he did, I promised I would support him through it when it happened; but the fact that everyone has sided with him when he is the one who cheated and slept with an underage person is so beyond hurtful. He has made the entire break up my fault, and I refuse that to be the case!
Ugh I just need to move on, why can't I?