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Okay so I haven't posted in a while, mostly because my life has been hectic and busy but I am feeling like doo doo tonight. I have been feeling sick all day. I threw up earlier, which I absolutely hate!!
Jesse came over earlier today for a few minutes and helped clean the house a bit. That was very sweet and kind. I basically just stayed in all day and did nothing. And Jesse told me that he was going to be coming over later tonight to spend some time with me, that made me feel a little bit better :)
Yesterday was our 6 month anniversary, we spent the whole day together it was nice :) I really had a good time.
But just about an hour and a half ago my mood soured. Jesse called to tell me that he and Kim were going to go see the movie Meet the Fockers. Now I don't care if Jesse goes and does things on his own, that is totally his choice, I want him to have his own life and his own friends, but he knew that I was feeling like doo doo caca all day and that I am pmsing and to be honest I was basically waiting for him to come over since I didn't feel well. And to find out that he was going to a movie, a movie that I had told him that I wanted to see with him, with someone else made me sad. I just wanted to sit and curl up in bed with him and watch a movie or whatever. But he said he was going to the movie with Kim I got really mad. I know I probably got madder than I should have but my feelings were hurt, he is normally so sweet and caring and it just floored me tonight that's all. I know that Liz came over and we watched Happy Gilmore but that was alot earlier in the evening. I don't know I am just being over emotional since I don't feel well but blah. POOOH!!!!
Jesse came over earlier today for a few minutes and helped clean the house a bit. That was very sweet and kind. I basically just stayed in all day and did nothing. And Jesse told me that he was going to be coming over later tonight to spend some time with me, that made me feel a little bit better :)
Yesterday was our 6 month anniversary, we spent the whole day together it was nice :) I really had a good time.
But just about an hour and a half ago my mood soured. Jesse called to tell me that he and Kim were going to go see the movie Meet the Fockers. Now I don't care if Jesse goes and does things on his own, that is totally his choice, I want him to have his own life and his own friends, but he knew that I was feeling like doo doo caca all day and that I am pmsing and to be honest I was basically waiting for him to come over since I didn't feel well. And to find out that he was going to a movie, a movie that I had told him that I wanted to see with him, with someone else made me sad. I just wanted to sit and curl up in bed with him and watch a movie or whatever. But he said he was going to the movie with Kim I got really mad. I know I probably got madder than I should have but my feelings were hurt, he is normally so sweet and caring and it just floored me tonight that's all. I know that Liz came over and we watched Happy Gilmore but that was alot earlier in the evening. I don't know I am just being over emotional since I don't feel well but blah. POOOH!!!!