Jul 24, 2004 00:26
Had a long conversation with Jesse tonight.....made my heart hurt a little bit, okay alot. He has some lingering issues regarding my past with AJ; I can't blame him.....but it just makes me feel that AJ is yet again succeeding in taking away something that is important to me! I hate him sooo much, if he ruins this for me I will never forgive him ever! Jesse is such a wonderful person, with an amazing soul and so much to offer, I love him! I hope we can work through this and be even stronger, if that happens I will be forever grateful!