Eh Valentine's Day....poo
Well today is the first Valentine's Day in 9 years that I haven't spent with AJ.....not such a happy camper. Some days I really feel that I am over the whole situation and ready to move on, and then others I wake up in bed alone yet again and all I want to do is cry. It is very hard to accept the fact that I am alone. I am not lonely per say, just alone. I have great friends and a wonderful family that have all been so supportive during this crazy time. I guess I just always hold on to the that he will surprise me in some way shape or form, to just be utterly disappointed yet again. All I ever get from him is lip service. Ugh I am ready for this part of my life to be over I really am!
I just wish that I was still in a loving relationship, and am envious of all that are :(
Wow that was not such an uplifting post. Hope everyone has a fabulous Valentine's Day! Lots of hugs, kisses and warm fuzzies to all!!