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I got in one of the most retarded fights last night w/Scott. He was supposed to pick me up after work...so when I called him 30 min.s early to give him a heads up..he was like I don't know I'm kinda in the middle of something.....oooookkkkkk....so just leave my ass w/out a way home...so I ended up walking over to our friends house, Jay. I stayed there about an hour waiting on Scott....then he finally came to get me and takes us home. I tell him I'm pissed and I'm allowed to be mad for about a minute. Then he gets pissed and won't talk to me the rest of the night...which only made me more mad because ignoring me helps nothing. So we ended up sleeping in separate rooms and beds. He left me this note this morning...I guess he thought it would fix things....no it didn't, just made me more pissed. I was ready to tear his head off when he got home....but he was @ work late and by the time he finally came home I was over it...We talked and explained ourselves and tho neither one of us is satisfied...we both just let it go....sometimes I wonder who I'm in love w/and why????
But that's the point, right? To love someone no matter what..even when we fight and stuff....
the shit we put our selves through just to be w/the one we love.....god bless us.
But now he's gone again...he went to a car show in Lebanon w/a bunch of his friends...I have to work tonight...I'm pretty sad about it...a bunch of people from work are going to...but my ass got stuck working and closing...shoot me....this is the second week in a row that my weekend was ruined because of O'Chux's....if I don't get this new job I might end up shooting everybody that works there...(just kidding...don't send the cops after me) He took my camera to take pictures and knowing SCott there will be great pictures on there..of cars and crazy ass shit they did...so at least I'll get photos.
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But that's the point, right? To love someone no matter what..even when we fight and stuff....
the shit we put our selves through just to be w/the one we love.....god bless us.
But now he's gone again...he went to a car show in Lebanon w/a bunch of his friends...I have to work tonight...I'm pretty sad about it...a bunch of people from work are going to...but my ass got stuck working and closing...shoot me....this is the second week in a row that my weekend was ruined because of O'Chux's....if I don't get this new job I might end up shooting everybody that works there...(just kidding...don't send the cops after me) He took my camera to take pictures and knowing SCott there will be great pictures on there..of cars and crazy ass shit they did...so at least I'll get photos.
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