fuck.
Monday: Spanish Baccalaureat. Fuck. Cant find me second spanish notebook, double fuck. Wont have time to study for this even though its just as high in importance as Lit and History-Geo since I take Spanish speciality on top of it.
Tuesday: International-Option Baccalaureat. Litterature. Feel underprepared. Need to read a crapload of study guides, relate texts to the main themes, reread Hamlet, Larkin poems and a few of Joyce's Dubliners stories. Muuuughfuck. I hate essays so bad. Shoot. me.
Wednesday: International-Option Baccalaureat. History-Geography. Still need to learn about carter reagan.. etc. Need to learn more about The Detente, Civil Rights.. Need to look at domestic policies of: Truman's fair deal, Eisenhower, revise JFK and LBJ and finally Nixon. Who.. fuckishly enough, I have not revised enough for. I have most Cold War events down just.. dont know dates to save my ass. Dont know SHIT when it comes to Geo. I have to translate all my notes in my prepbac book that are in french allong with the teacher's notes. Also in French. FML.
Fuck it to shreds.
ION: MAN, SO. LIKE. ....TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL .....O_________O Sweet jesus, it hasnt hit me fully I dont think cause Im kinda. like. oh. But Im not all: Oh oh. (the way priest!gerard goes in unholyverse. Lord I love this shit, I will marrry it)
Tomorrow we have our huge Last Year kids partay barbecue delinquent-fest. Cant stay the whole day. Gotta study.. MARGHHH MY INCOMPETENCE..
Oh and maybe someday Ill post about like. Yknow ART which is what I WILL BE DOING LATER and what I LOVE and everything but seeing as the stupid Bad kinda clouds over everything I hold dear, well. Lets just say I was forced to prioritise and art had been sucked out of me. But I find that Fanfiction is Art. So I havent been completely starved of it. But thats just to say that Im tired of ranting about the bac. Internally, and yknow, externally, to people, and then on here whenever I fucking post. Which I rarely do.
I love yall.