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holy fucking christ. it has been a SUMMER. absolutely crazy summer and i cant believe mario is gone tomorrow morning 5 am. why does this boy have to be the shortest relationship ive yet to have? why does the boy who goes out and buys me a carvel ice cream cake with "mario <3 sam" written on it and leaves it on my doorstep for me to find hwen i get home from my long days at work...have to be the boy whos leaving me. we've had such a good summer together it almost seems like a dream to me. the time we had together was amazing and it started out as something no one wanted to see, but i wouldnt take it back at all even for a second..and its probably the best risk ive taken so far in my life. (keep in mind you know im only 17 i havnt taken a million risks ok?)
i told myself not to get attached and that it wouldnt be that kind of relationship, but of course that didnt happen. Whatever, I'm trying to jst get over it. I'm glad I can look back and say this summer wasn't a waste for me. i did all the things I wanted to.
senior year here i come.
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i told myself not to get attached and that it wouldnt be that kind of relationship, but of course that didnt happen. Whatever, I'm trying to jst get over it. I'm glad I can look back and say this summer wasn't a waste for me. i did all the things I wanted to.
senior year here i come.
CLASS OF 08!<33333