Creative slump.. Sigh
Ever felt like that your whole life is your job? When I say that I don't mean that I prefer that to my home life at all. Honestly, I really don't know who I am asking, since I really don't have any friends on online journal(Sad and pathetic, isn't it?) Facebook people lurk I am hoping assuming. However, I am jumping around. Yeah that's been pretty much me, for longer than I can remember. I am hoping that the more express myself in this journal, it will get those creative, writing juices flowing again. Facebook is okay, but honestly it does nothing but suck up time, and it adds nothing to the world, except maybe keeping in touch with friends and family. If it disappeared tomorrow, I honestly don't think I would care. I think sometimes it just zaps me of energy just reading the thing. So I have started writing more in here to feel that I have my brain back and don't resemble something from The Walking Dead. Which is pretty much what I resemble after work. I really don't need to add to that assemble by throwing Facebook in the mix.
I miss writing things down with a pen and paper. Still seems very organic to me. I am hoping that something will just pop out me. Like an "A-ha" sort of moment. (Not the band. LOL) I have written lots of drafts, mostly gothic horror, but never have finished any of them. Started a fantasy novel. Even started a "Carrie Fisher" type of novel. (Yes, she did something other that be Princess Leia in the Star War movies.:) ) I keep hoping I will find my niche' but none of it holds my attention for long. I get another inspiration and write so more drafts, to be thrown in my closet, or lost on old hard drives never to be heard or seen from again. So yeah, here I am, looking for something that I would actually want to finish. My problem is I will write 2 or three drafts of the same chapter. Just can't help, myself. What can I say. I like to cover all angles. I need a muse. Applications will be accepted in the comment section. No wierdos.
I miss writing things down with a pen and paper. Still seems very organic to me. I am hoping that something will just pop out me. Like an "A-ha" sort of moment. (Not the band. LOL) I have written lots of drafts, mostly gothic horror, but never have finished any of them. Started a fantasy novel. Even started a "Carrie Fisher" type of novel. (Yes, she did something other that be Princess Leia in the Star War movies.:) ) I keep hoping I will find my niche' but none of it holds my attention for long. I get another inspiration and write so more drafts, to be thrown in my closet, or lost on old hard drives never to be heard or seen from again. So yeah, here I am, looking for something that I would actually want to finish. My problem is I will write 2 or three drafts of the same chapter. Just can't help, myself. What can I say. I like to cover all angles. I need a muse. Applications will be accepted in the comment section. No wierdos.