An Ode to You..

[sunkssd0]

They say it's pathetic, I still can't stop. They say to move on, yet my mind stays focsed. But when they say it's obsession, I suppose I must agree.

I still wear your anklet above my foot,

Your choker on my neck,

And a bright yellow bracelet telling me to "LiveStrong"

Live Strong? LIVE STRONG?! Why? How?

How am i to live so strong,

When my heart is still so weak,

beaten to the flesh by the constant reminder that pains me everday

-your gone.

Why does your perfect soul put such a great burden on my aching back?

How do you do it? How, when your so far away...

Ah, there it is again- another painful reminder.

This is unbearable.

I try to cover the ghastly lashes,

but bandages can't heal these wounds.

And I try to understand, I really do

but it doesn't add up.

You gave me joy, you gave me love, you gave me the best feelings in the world

I couldn't have been happier.

Your generous soul was so decieving though,

For you stole EVERYTHING right back

-my happiness,care,love, and a broken heart.

If I truly wanted to,

If I could ever have the guts or the courage to take it all back...

I would.

But I guess there's still a part of me that wants to you

To have them,

To hold them,

To treasure them.

Because if you do,

..just maybe..

There will be a chance you can come back to me,

and everything will be perfect once again.