please dont ask.

[sunkiszdsurfer]

so this probebly isnt going to come out right... because its about 3 in the morning and im actually kinda tired but.

there are things i wish i could ask you without being afraid of the answers.
things i feel i need to know.
i feel like im missing something
and i know its a bad sign when everything reminds me
there are things i wish i knew
and tons that i wish you knew
there is so much going on inside me
nobody even knows
im so tired and sick and i just need somebody to talk to
but when you were that person,
what am i supposed to do?
if you wanted to talk you would right?
as if china wasnt enough, you had to add something the size of russia.
i cling to fake memories
even the rain.
i find myself wishing i could go back to being happy
and then realize i didnt think i was
until i wasnt
im not supposed to be this person.
the one who cant let go
i dont regret it
i regret the situation

all i have to say is... im truely sorry for the way i treated you when we were close.

its like marissa and ryan and lindsay......