I do believe in magnets. They work.

[sunkistboy]

How is one supposed to make the difference between being tired of being alone, wanting a relationship without thinking (read:hormones) and real interest, possibly leading to long term commitment and harmony? It's a concept isn't evident to me. My last relationship ended after two months when I woke up to find out I didn't know the guy I was with at all, and that we didn't share anything, which led to him bugging me tight. I am now scared of falling into the same pattern, therefore I really need to focus and pinpoint what my feelings really are. I'm confused and unable to do so. My questioning makes me believe that what is happening in my life right now falls more into the first category (read:hormones) and I can't let that happen. I don't want to be with someone only to be with someone. I would not take it. I would take it for two months, but it would only hurt in the long run.

I am now a cook and I like it. There is always a bright side to life, and I am happy I can see it.