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I feel like I lost contact with my own body.
I can't help feeling completely empty and sad.
But at the same time I am living in deep joy and happiness.
Both the feelings are present at the exact same moment, which makes me a little bit confused. I can't explain the sadness. I can't explain the happiness.
Sometimes I sit down wondering rationally about my state of mind. I find nothing to link with the way my emotions are all over the place.
You'll say: then you're just feeling neutral, going with the flow.
I'll answer: no.
I am really experiencing both the diametrically opposed sensations at the same time. It's the weirdest thing.
One should consider professional help, but I don't dislike living in this far away bizarre spot of my mind, where I can look at the world without mentally believing that I am a part of this fascinating environment that is around us.
I can't help feeling completely empty and sad.
But at the same time I am living in deep joy and happiness.
Both the feelings are present at the exact same moment, which makes me a little bit confused. I can't explain the sadness. I can't explain the happiness.
Sometimes I sit down wondering rationally about my state of mind. I find nothing to link with the way my emotions are all over the place.
You'll say: then you're just feeling neutral, going with the flow.
I'll answer: no.
I am really experiencing both the diametrically opposed sensations at the same time. It's the weirdest thing.
One should consider professional help, but I don't dislike living in this far away bizarre spot of my mind, where I can look at the world without mentally believing that I am a part of this fascinating environment that is around us.