five drunk louis
I've been partying too much these past two weeks and it ain't over yet.
Maybe someday I'll realize that school has started, actually.
I found out that I have trouble being around new people. Especially straight men. I can't fin anything to say to them, so I just stand there, thinking about something intelligent to express and to get rid of the image of the non talking boring kid that follows me in these occasions. The more I think of something to say, the less I find and the more I'm embarassed. I hate unsignificant useless conversations. I guess that's why I can't handle talking about the weather or stupid stuff like that, unless it has a point. Anyway, I came to the realization that I am no social dude, it's all right like that, but it often makes me feel inappropriate and I don't enjoy it.
Maybe someday I'll realize that school has started, actually.
I found out that I have trouble being around new people. Especially straight men. I can't fin anything to say to them, so I just stand there, thinking about something intelligent to express and to get rid of the image of the non talking boring kid that follows me in these occasions. The more I think of something to say, the less I find and the more I'm embarassed. I hate unsignificant useless conversations. I guess that's why I can't handle talking about the weather or stupid stuff like that, unless it has a point. Anyway, I came to the realization that I am no social dude, it's all right like that, but it often makes me feel inappropriate and I don't enjoy it.