I hate holidays
Im going to go with the current trend and declare my distaste for the holidays. Today was possibly one of the worst days of my life. My family doesnt know I exist half the time, and the other half they are trying to force me to be around Mirelle, as a "good influence". Well im a little sick of it. I dont want to think of everyone else for once. I left and the worst part was no one cared that i left. I walked in the rain for about an hour and went and saw my old house. It was peaceful. But then i came home and my family had already eaten Christmas dinner without me. No one even cared to look. Its things like that that tell me what i mean to these people. Its not much.