Aug 08, 2005 20:25
Okay so, on the way to work today I brought up the fact that me and Sam wanted to meet up at Buckland Hills Mall on Thurdsday night to my dad. What a big fucking mistake that was. He goes off about "This kid could be a pedophile, he only has one thing on his mind, he probably just wants you for sex!" I was like "Dad you do not know him. I've talked to him on the phone for hours at a time, and online, he's a good kid." But STILL my dad doesn't trust me OR Sam... I mean what the fuck. So I finally find a guy who likes me and that I like... no love. Me and Sam LOVE eachother... and I know someone who reads this is probably thinking "But you've barely known him for a month" Well you know what... I don't care<3 Sam is the greatest thing that has happened to me in a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time<3 He actually makes me feel HAPPY and BEAUTIFUL<3 Anyways... then my dad goes on about how he wants to meet Sam first, which is okay. But then he's talking about how he's going to have his friends in the mall SPYING ON ME AND SAM! Are you fucking KIDDING ME!? O.O I can't fucking take my Dad anymore... this is total BULLSHIT! Then my dad is like "Katie I trust you." Bullshit Dad... kiss my ass. GOD! I'm actually crying now. I'm sick of people treating me like I'm a fucking idiot and that I can't THINK and make good decisions for myself. I mean what have I actually dont to make people think they need to treat me this way. I can fucking handle myself, I've been doing it since my Mom and Dad got divorced and I can certainly do it now. I don't need people fucking babying me and treating me like I'm an idiot. I'm just gonna go since... this bitching in here isn't making me feel any fucking better. Stupid fucking people should be shot. -.-