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so, sorry it took me along time to update, ive been grounded, so i have to sneak on. This week has been a nightmare with the parents.
tuesday - i went to the pool with lindsey, we hung out with karl. he is accually amazing.
wednesday, we had award ceremony, i won 2 awards for theatre and got flowers, it was really nice. They had a reception for the winners, but by the time i got there there was berly any food left. my dad was surprisingly there for some reason. He asked me if i wanted to go to the nationals game, i said yes. what a bad decison that was. iwent back to his house hung out for a little bit. then the neighbor that we went with picked us up and had nice italian food in old town. on the way there my mom called me and my teachers emailed her saying all my tardys, and the only reason was becuase i had a unexcused absence just becuase my mom never called in. and also that i had a d in science. then she had to tell my dad. he acted calm, but said i wouldnt go to lake braddock next year? like he has any decision in this. we got to the game and i couldnt even enjoy it, we finnally left and the guy drop us off where my dads car was. then he waited to go off on me. just keep in mind my dad is a physco physical abusing monster who only wants control. by that time i was balling i couldnt even talk. im scared of him. he dropped me off at my house, and martched into MY HOUSE and was trying to make all these rules for me, even though hes never around, hes never there for me, and he doesnt even know me. he made me show him my whole myspace, he read every single comment, he read my whole thing and looked at my pictures. he also said i would come to his house for the whole weekend and study and i would miss the formal which ive been waiting for for pratically the whole year. he left. my mom and i talked, she said that i was grounded but not from the dance becuase she knew that thats not fair and also becuase i got a really good award. i really hate my dad, with a passion, hes the only person i truly hate. well on thursday, nothing really happened. when i got home my dad knocked on the door and called my house and cell phone a million times, i knew what he was trying to do, he was trying to come and get me when he knew that nothing would stop him becuase i was all by myself and all, i didnt open the door or pick up, it was really scary cuz he would bang at the door. i was just trying to finish working on my project. friday was accually a really easy day. in math we had a free day, haha, and in theatre my whole class was in new york besides 3 of us, so there was a subsitute, we played baseball with a random bat and sume tape wrapped up in a ball, and tried to get the penicils stuck in the celing, it was fun. and in english it was locker clean out, it know feels like the end of the year. thank god. cathy came home with me becuase we had to work on the budget project, i really thought that my dad would be waiting for me, but he wasnt. but sooner or later he was knocking at the door and calling, again i didnt awnser. cathy and i just hung out, we berly worked on our prject my head hurt anyway. then my mom got home and cathy left. i was grounded that night so i just did really nothing, i was tierd anyway, im going to get my nails done for the dance soon, should be alot of fun, im looking forward to it.
tuesday - i went to the pool with lindsey, we hung out with karl. he is accually amazing.
wednesday, we had award ceremony, i won 2 awards for theatre and got flowers, it was really nice. They had a reception for the winners, but by the time i got there there was berly any food left. my dad was surprisingly there for some reason. He asked me if i wanted to go to the nationals game, i said yes. what a bad decison that was. iwent back to his house hung out for a little bit. then the neighbor that we went with picked us up and had nice italian food in old town. on the way there my mom called me and my teachers emailed her saying all my tardys, and the only reason was becuase i had a unexcused absence just becuase my mom never called in. and also that i had a d in science. then she had to tell my dad. he acted calm, but said i wouldnt go to lake braddock next year? like he has any decision in this. we got to the game and i couldnt even enjoy it, we finnally left and the guy drop us off where my dads car was. then he waited to go off on me. just keep in mind my dad is a physco physical abusing monster who only wants control. by that time i was balling i couldnt even talk. im scared of him. he dropped me off at my house, and martched into MY HOUSE and was trying to make all these rules for me, even though hes never around, hes never there for me, and he doesnt even know me. he made me show him my whole myspace, he read every single comment, he read my whole thing and looked at my pictures. he also said i would come to his house for the whole weekend and study and i would miss the formal which ive been waiting for for pratically the whole year. he left. my mom and i talked, she said that i was grounded but not from the dance becuase she knew that thats not fair and also becuase i got a really good award. i really hate my dad, with a passion, hes the only person i truly hate. well on thursday, nothing really happened. when i got home my dad knocked on the door and called my house and cell phone a million times, i knew what he was trying to do, he was trying to come and get me when he knew that nothing would stop him becuase i was all by myself and all, i didnt open the door or pick up, it was really scary cuz he would bang at the door. i was just trying to finish working on my project. friday was accually a really easy day. in math we had a free day, haha, and in theatre my whole class was in new york besides 3 of us, so there was a subsitute, we played baseball with a random bat and sume tape wrapped up in a ball, and tried to get the penicils stuck in the celing, it was fun. and in english it was locker clean out, it know feels like the end of the year. thank god. cathy came home with me becuase we had to work on the budget project, i really thought that my dad would be waiting for me, but he wasnt. but sooner or later he was knocking at the door and calling, again i didnt awnser. cathy and i just hung out, we berly worked on our prject my head hurt anyway. then my mom got home and cathy left. i was grounded that night so i just did really nothing, i was tierd anyway, im going to get my nails done for the dance soon, should be alot of fun, im looking forward to it.