I love life :)
Hmm I had a great day yesterday.. Even babysitting was fun. Haylee wasn't as hyper as normal, so she let me chill out a little bit lol. We watched some movies, messed around with the cats, watched tv.. played monopoly.. lol. Then Jen got home, and I spent like.. 30 minutes just talking to her.. Then finally decided to go home.. Then we go shopping and I bought myself some things.. Two CDs.. Simple Plan and Evanescence and the dvd Two Brothers.. I watched about half ot Two Brothers last night.. then at 2 I realized I was too tired to do anything anymore. Well I bought a pair of pjs and a new bra! lol. I also bought a Stereo.. for 40 bucks.. But it doesn't have what I want on it.. we didnt' realize this.. so we are going to take it back.. and i'm going to get Home Theater Speakers.. and just use that since that was originally my plan. I think i'll be much happier with that.. My mom does too. Hmm so after shopping, we come home, and we ate some pizza.. very good.. and watched a show on tv, then played Pay Day. It was a lot of fun. We were going to watch a movie, but, we decided we couldn't do both at the same time.. lol. So hopefully we'll watch movies today so I dont' have to worry about not watching them by Monday night at 12. Hmm.. Then at 12 last night.. offically new years. We went outside and lit some bottle rockets.. I got sort of a good picture of it..
Hehehe.. I was on a picture rampage last night.. Don't know why.. I also have a new picture of myself.. Ehh I'm so ugly, but uhh lol I think I'm sort of better looking than before .. ^_^
So.. Like I was trying to say last night.. before this stupid thing goes crazy.. Jeremy is letting my try to prove to him that I can change.. I know I can.. And I will.. Because i've never loved someone this much before. I will not let a 12 month relationship fail I just can't. I didn't realize how badly I hurt him.. I'm glad I bugged him to talk to me, because he may have not talked to me for awhile if I didn't.. Glad I was able to talk to him about the way I felt.. and I'm glad I got to find out what exactly I did to him. I've never seen him so hurt before, and it makes me feel horrible. But I will fix it.. Just watch :) I love you Jeremy, with all of my heart. I always have, and I always will. I really hope I'm able to show you how much I care.. and I hope I can gain your trust back. Even if we didn't get back together, it'd be good to know that I earned your trust back. I hope ya had a good New Years Jeremy :) N you better get on tonight :( lol. My last night to stay up as long as I want to. Icky school.
Ehh speaking of school.. My mom is making me go back to gym.. lol I dont' mind, it's just, they are playing volleyball, and it would hurt my shoulder more :s I love volleyball though.. Also I suck at it.. and I think i'll bring my clothes and ask Angie if she's going back.. I'll go back when she does.. lol.. Or like a week before to make it less obvious. Hehe.. Okay.. I'm getting cold again.. I think i'm going to run to the camper and get the other heater.. It was nice sleeping upstairs.. I slept really good.. But I like my room, and I don't like it cold.. Lol.
Here's that icky new picture of me :p
Love all of you.. But most of it goes to Jeremy <3 hehe..*SunKisses*