Dec 19, 2004 23:21
Ahh.. Things were going good at the family christmas thing.. Except, when it was time for them to start cleaning up. My mom said "I'm going to start cleaning up" hoping for someone to help. Nope, as soon as she said it.. and i'm not kidding oyu, everyone left. My aunt carolyn was suppose to pack the care package and send it out .. (for my cousin craig in Iraq) but.. oh no, she is leaving and shit, so she gave it to my mom, after my mom bitched at her about it, ebcause everything always ends up on her. Well my mom yelled at her about it, and got really pissed. Aunt Carolyn chipped in twenty dollars.. THATS IT mind you my mom bought EVERYTHING.. and it was about 60 dollars. Nobody else is chipping in. I feel so bad for my mom. Gah..
So when Aunt Carolyn left, my mom starts flipping out, and starts crying, and telling us how much she hates our family.. And how we are never doing this christmas shit again. I don't blame her.. She is dead serious, we are not participating in the christmas get together next year. It's just not going to happen. Nobody even shows up when they're suppose to. Fuckers. My family is so rediculous. everyone shows up on my dads side! And nobody argues, nobody gets mad at eachother, it's HAPPYNESS like the holidays are suppose to be.. Eek
So.. anyways. I have a half day tomorrow.. Exam day. Only have one real exam tho.. even tho I already have 30% of it done.. Geometry Exam.. then I have Gym.. but we are doing stupid notecards, since Angie and I can't participate in gym.. so yeah.. it's nothing at all.. and then.. We have History.. which we are going to find out what our exam grad eis, and when we present it.. and all that shit. Blah.. My mom and I are going to bake cookies tomorrow, and go shopping.. for Ray, and my dad. Fun.. Anyways.. I'm going to bed.. I'm annoyed with my family right now.. but yet I have such a heart, that I feel so bad for everyone.. Like LIttle Randy, because he was the one who we have this christmas thingy at.. And he wanted people to stay longer.. We all did. Nobody brought the food tehy were suppose to.. Then Aunt Carolyn I feel bad for her, even tho she's a fucking dits all the time =\ but I love my family so much, and I really hate that my mom pushes us away from them. Even if I don't like some of them that much.. like Sammy, I got to see him for once.. I haven't seen him since my grandma died.. a year 1/2 ago. Blah.. I babysit his kid, and don't see him for a year.. 1/2..
blah anyways, i'm off.. goodnight..
*SunKisses*