you're my wonderwall
This school year has actually been pretty good so far, more so in some ways than in others. I feel like I've grown a lot closer to many people, some of who I barely knew before or who I have been friends with but we were never that close.. But then there's the other people who I used to be really close with, I'd tell them everything. And now that's gone. I don't know what happened, I've just grown apart with 2 or 3 people and it sucks. I miss talking to them and getting their viewpoints on things. I don't know if we've grown apart because of the ..ok i'm trying to think of a way to say this without totally giving it away.. because of the person who got between us. We used to be so close and then some people got inbetween us and now it seems like I barely know you anymore. People will be talking about stuff pertaining to you and I'll just sit there like wow.. I have no idea what is going on at all, I miss knowing what was going on in your life. Maybe I've just been too busy with my own life and my new friends lately. I think that might be part of the problem. I've noticed that some people have become distant since I became super close to someone (actually this works for 2 people who I've gotten close to) but you know.. it's not like I don't care about you anymore just because I'm not calling you all of the time and telling you every thought and feeling like I used to.. cuz it's not like you call me anymore either or tell me much of what is going on. I do know that you will always be there for me when I really do need you, or at least I hope so, it seems like you have been so far.
Yeah so the hospital sent me this volunteer self-evaluation thing because they don't like me and want to find reasons to make me quit since they can't fire me. They want to prove that I am an incapable volunteer. I can sort of see where they are coming from though because when Amber and I are volunteering at the hospital we cause some trouble, but what do you expect.. seriously. PLUS I ALREADY QUIT PAM WHAT IS YOUR DEAL!!
Yeah so the hospital sent me this volunteer self-evaluation thing because they don't like me and want to find reasons to make me quit since they can't fire me. They want to prove that I am an incapable volunteer. I can sort of see where they are coming from though because when Amber and I are volunteering at the hospital we cause some trouble, but what do you expect.. seriously. PLUS I ALREADY QUIT PAM WHAT IS YOUR DEAL!!