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Jun 17, 2006 23:39

god damn it.

my mom is a fucking bitch.....i got home a little late from my curfew...and i get bitched at cuz i dont respect her cuz i dont respect my curfew...i was fucking like 5 minutes late...i dont understand it...but she's like not talking to me now, becuase shes soo mad at me. its ridiculous.

i swear...im the fuck up child of the family. its always me that seems to do something wrong...im the one who had sex...im the one whos late...im the one who gets the speeding ticket...im the one that goes over on my texting...im the one who forgot to turn the lights off downstairs...im the one who "starts" the fights with my sister, even thought she always starts them...im the one who always has a somewhat messy room/bathroom cuz i dont have the time to clean them cuz im usualy at work, and then get bitched at by my sister, which starts a fight, which gets ME(not nicole) in trouble and grounded.

im the fuck up child. always have been, always will be.

i dont understand why shes so god damn pissed....she knew where i was, and when she called me at 11, i told her i was on my way home...and that i had an explaination to why i was running late...but she wouldnt even fucking listen to it. she says she cant sleep unless im home....so what the fuck is she gonna do when i turn 18, and when i move out? is she just not gonna sleep?

let me grow up god damn it...

i cant wait to get away from here....i cant wait to fuckin graduate, and move the fuck away from this house, and the fuck away from this god damn town.

i want to fucking scream....i want to get out of this god damn house, but i cant fucking leave cuz of my god damned curfew...what the hell is with the fucking curfew anyways....its dumb...i would respect it more if it were later...like 12 or 1230 or something.

blahhh

someone come cuddle with me tonight...

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