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R.I.P lil ray guerra...you're missed so much. much love...i'll always remember you.
You know it downright fucking sucks to get a phone call and be told that one of you're childhood friends was shot and killed. He just didnt deserve it...and i'll always remember spending that whole summer with his family..especially his mom..and doing his ccd homework for him in 5th grade because he couldnt hardly draw stick figures. But i learned something great from a eulogy....too often do we go day to day not telling the ones we care about that we love them,either because we're too macho, or afraid of reactions, or we simply just dont do it..and it shouldnt be this way. So when you wake up tomorrow...dont be too cool to tell your mom,dad,brother,sister,grandparents,relatives,friends,boy/girlfriends...that you really love them. As awful as it may be....you never know what's gonna happen, unfortunatley it takes shity stuff like this to open our eyes and realize this. And what hurts even more is when his mom sobs onto my mom's shoulder and says "leslie, we were supposed to be comadres". Its just fucking depressing to know that i haven't seen my friend in several years, but now those several years are turned into all the years of my lifetime...until i see him again. so....I LOVE YOU.
You know it downright fucking sucks to get a phone call and be told that one of you're childhood friends was shot and killed. He just didnt deserve it...and i'll always remember spending that whole summer with his family..especially his mom..and doing his ccd homework for him in 5th grade because he couldnt hardly draw stick figures. But i learned something great from a eulogy....too often do we go day to day not telling the ones we care about that we love them,either because we're too macho, or afraid of reactions, or we simply just dont do it..and it shouldnt be this way. So when you wake up tomorrow...dont be too cool to tell your mom,dad,brother,sister,grandparents,relatives,friends,boy/girlfriends...that you really love them. As awful as it may be....you never know what's gonna happen, unfortunatley it takes shity stuff like this to open our eyes and realize this. And what hurts even more is when his mom sobs onto my mom's shoulder and says "leslie, we were supposed to be comadres". Its just fucking depressing to know that i haven't seen my friend in several years, but now those several years are turned into all the years of my lifetime...until i see him again. so....I LOVE YOU.