Tired..
Taking a minute to blog...
Guess I am having some hormone issues, one moment I want to sing the next moment I want to cry, in the end I just want to rest. LOL... Next minute I am mad about the break up the next minute I miss him.. UGH.. all the while I am trying to clean my room. The sad thing is when my life goes wild my room tears down.. as I clean I must realize that I must have been going through some stuff cause my room is a disaster.. LOL
So,
Here are the issues I have been thinking about since the break up..
One, if he doesn't come back thats fine. My question that has arisen. Am I really made for a relationship? Is everyone made for a relationship? Lol I bounced this idea if one of my admirers he says yes. lol That I am a beautiful woman and that I should not short change myself.
Two, If he comes back do I really want to be in a relationship with him? A lot would have to change.. very basic for most relationships but, a lot for him becasue I never demanded it before. Like he pay attention and acknowledge me.
Three, my perspective on what I am looking for in a relationship has changed... at this point in the game I need a man who has accomplished as much as I have or more.
Four, I think I want to finish school before enter into a new relationship, they are very distracting. -- My grades reflected this.. LOL
Five, I was surprised how many men came out the WOODWORK'S!
Local, distance, international... a girl has so many options.. LOL Not really none of them have potential again Ambition is my number one goal now. I'm not supporting anyone, they need to have found their own thing with or without a woman. Cause, I am working hard to make myself into something here. I need a man who is the head, I'm not carrying anyone. My next step in life is settling down, nesting up and kids. and I need someone who will support me in that.
Next thought,
I WANT A BREAK ! lol Everyday I have had something to do, even though some are social events, resting would be such a luxury.. and I still have to go Christmas shopping.. maybe that will feel like fun... LOL Anyhow, I am going to go back to cleaning. Take care and God bless.
Guess I am having some hormone issues, one moment I want to sing the next moment I want to cry, in the end I just want to rest. LOL... Next minute I am mad about the break up the next minute I miss him.. UGH.. all the while I am trying to clean my room. The sad thing is when my life goes wild my room tears down.. as I clean I must realize that I must have been going through some stuff cause my room is a disaster.. LOL
So,
Here are the issues I have been thinking about since the break up..
One, if he doesn't come back thats fine. My question that has arisen. Am I really made for a relationship? Is everyone made for a relationship? Lol I bounced this idea if one of my admirers he says yes. lol That I am a beautiful woman and that I should not short change myself.
Two, If he comes back do I really want to be in a relationship with him? A lot would have to change.. very basic for most relationships but, a lot for him becasue I never demanded it before. Like he pay attention and acknowledge me.
Three, my perspective on what I am looking for in a relationship has changed... at this point in the game I need a man who has accomplished as much as I have or more.
Four, I think I want to finish school before enter into a new relationship, they are very distracting. -- My grades reflected this.. LOL
Five, I was surprised how many men came out the WOODWORK'S!
Local, distance, international... a girl has so many options.. LOL Not really none of them have potential again Ambition is my number one goal now. I'm not supporting anyone, they need to have found their own thing with or without a woman. Cause, I am working hard to make myself into something here. I need a man who is the head, I'm not carrying anyone. My next step in life is settling down, nesting up and kids. and I need someone who will support me in that.
Next thought,
I WANT A BREAK ! lol Everyday I have had something to do, even though some are social events, resting would be such a luxury.. and I still have to go Christmas shopping.. maybe that will feel like fun... LOL Anyhow, I am going to go back to cleaning. Take care and God bless.