Rambling.....The faint dream of happiness
Hey folks,
So, ive been thinking I have a really hard time enjoying the moment.. I am always wanting more.. looking for more.... but the thing is.. when does enjoyment start... when can I just be happy and settled.. I always find something to be uneasy about. Which seems to push me to want more and be at a higher standard. But, when will I be content? When im dead? lol Who knows.. Its probably just my age..... Meanwhile, the last few weeks have been WILD.... There were 3 tornadoes that came though here at once.. tore up some stuff our county even got FEMA assistance. Which is wild.. all I came out with was some hail damage... thank the Lord. I was in a mild car wreck with T.. Im good her car is good she is good.... so no harm no foul. but umm for the record for her.. thats strike one.. almost killed me.... lol Then this week my friend got shot and he is ICU and hes doing okay I did get to see him but there is a lot of controversy surrounding that.. SO.. we will see how all that plays out. School is going okay.. im tired.. my grades are okay.. they could be better and they will have to get better by semesters end.. and I am just trying to make it and get use to this place.. adjustments adjustments... lol well just a quick update... Im here im living and I am moving forward.... Take care and God bless.. ~ Kissed
So, ive been thinking I have a really hard time enjoying the moment.. I am always wanting more.. looking for more.... but the thing is.. when does enjoyment start... when can I just be happy and settled.. I always find something to be uneasy about. Which seems to push me to want more and be at a higher standard. But, when will I be content? When im dead? lol Who knows.. Its probably just my age..... Meanwhile, the last few weeks have been WILD.... There were 3 tornadoes that came though here at once.. tore up some stuff our county even got FEMA assistance. Which is wild.. all I came out with was some hail damage... thank the Lord. I was in a mild car wreck with T.. Im good her car is good she is good.... so no harm no foul. but umm for the record for her.. thats strike one.. almost killed me.... lol Then this week my friend got shot and he is ICU and hes doing okay I did get to see him but there is a lot of controversy surrounding that.. SO.. we will see how all that plays out. School is going okay.. im tired.. my grades are okay.. they could be better and they will have to get better by semesters end.. and I am just trying to make it and get use to this place.. adjustments adjustments... lol well just a quick update... Im here im living and I am moving forward.... Take care and God bless.. ~ Kissed