all i want for christmas is YOU :)
alright, well life has been going pretty good for me lately.
i guess you could say i've become more responsible? i don't know. maybe
not in my school work, but with more important stuff such as
friendships and relationships with people. whatever.
i've realized something. i had an epiphany. (dane cook) lol. well. i realized i'm not good at all at expressing my feelings. like, at ALL. i think that's why i like music so much. it allows me to say what i want and what i'm feeling using other peoples words. so if you really want to know how i'm feeling, look what i'm listening to and what the lyrics are saying. i figured out that when i'm happy and in love i listen to a million love songs, when i'm missing someone, i listen to emo songs, and so on and so forth. so if i tell you to listen to a song or something, usually it's how i'm feeling or how i feel about you.
that's all i have to say about that.
well. this weekend was the best ever. thanksgiving was eh. oh well...it was a little akward away from my mom and older sister, but i guess we are "starting new traditions"? hmm.. my aunt tried talking to me about the divorce but she had too much wine and started on the subject of me and boyfriends. when she found out he was a senior, she told me i need to "break up with him when he leaves, because honey, you could never compete with those college girls." i guess you could say that was a nice slap in the face? hmm. he talks to me about that a lot...and though it will be hard, i couldn't imagine ending what we have just because he goes away. but...we've still got 7 months to go before we have to deal with that :)
lacrosse is really starting to take off for apopka. :) haha it's so much freaking fun. i love it. we get our hoodies and shirts either tomorrow or tuesday! like i need any more apopka clothes. oh well. it's fun :) and it's an easy way to be a bum at school. we have our third game saturday, time = tba. i'm sure we'll find out at pratice tuesday. i really can't wait until school season starts up!! i love everyone playing it. it's awesome. and quite a workout might i add ;)
well, that's all for now.
i love everyone ♥
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there seems to be some confusion with the friends issue on my last entry. if you were hurt by it, i'm sorry, and i didn't make the section to any one person. if you don't do that, then you know it and so do i, and it wasn't to you. the people who it was about, know it.
i've realized something. i had an epiphany. (dane cook) lol. well. i realized i'm not good at all at expressing my feelings. like, at ALL. i think that's why i like music so much. it allows me to say what i want and what i'm feeling using other peoples words. so if you really want to know how i'm feeling, look what i'm listening to and what the lyrics are saying. i figured out that when i'm happy and in love i listen to a million love songs, when i'm missing someone, i listen to emo songs, and so on and so forth. so if i tell you to listen to a song or something, usually it's how i'm feeling or how i feel about you.
that's all i have to say about that.
well. this weekend was the best ever. thanksgiving was eh. oh well...it was a little akward away from my mom and older sister, but i guess we are "starting new traditions"? hmm.. my aunt tried talking to me about the divorce but she had too much wine and started on the subject of me and boyfriends. when she found out he was a senior, she told me i need to "break up with him when he leaves, because honey, you could never compete with those college girls." i guess you could say that was a nice slap in the face? hmm. he talks to me about that a lot...and though it will be hard, i couldn't imagine ending what we have just because he goes away. but...we've still got 7 months to go before we have to deal with that :)
lacrosse is really starting to take off for apopka. :) haha it's so much freaking fun. i love it. we get our hoodies and shirts either tomorrow or tuesday! like i need any more apopka clothes. oh well. it's fun :) and it's an easy way to be a bum at school. we have our third game saturday, time = tba. i'm sure we'll find out at pratice tuesday. i really can't wait until school season starts up!! i love everyone playing it. it's awesome. and quite a workout might i add ;)
well, that's all for now.
i love everyone ♥
[[edit]]
there seems to be some confusion with the friends issue on my last entry. if you were hurt by it, i'm sorry, and i didn't make the section to any one person. if you don't do that, then you know it and so do i, and it wasn't to you. the people who it was about, know it.