Jun 15, 2004 20:00
Today was just the same as yesterday and the day before that. studying. boo. I woke up early at like 930 and studied, then dad and i realized that the car had an inspection experiation from like april! so we had to go do that. then studied more and went to work. boo. i just hope that i do well, because like i did study but...idk. i just hope i dont fuck this up.
they tested Indian Point today while i was at work, and i got really scared. THen WHUD annoucned it was a test, and my boss was making fun of me because i was scared. and i was like, ok go ahead and laugh, it's not my fault those freakin terrorists scare the shit out of me.
so history is finally tomorrow. i just wanna get it over with, it doesnt even feel like we have a test becuase the years before we always had tests on like monday and stuff, so for me at least, it felt like regular school. now it feels like summer and i have a test in the middle of it. weird.
so 14 more days til im 17. oh joy. senior lisence. 2 months and 5 days until dan leaves, but who's counting? math and chem next week. hm.
what else to say. i really cant wait until college. i know i said before that i didnt wanna go, but now i do. I just wanna like get outta here and start my life, like really start it. i remember adrienne and i talked about something once, that all of this school, (especially math) has just been wasting our life away. i feel like i can be doing so many better things than school. idk. im crazy. well i guess i should go do something? idk. im tired.
you know you love me
lisa