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Mar 14, 2005 17:33

Ok so that other entry was a bit harsh..I was very emotional when I wrote it so yeah lol just ignor it. I'm fine..For the most part. Everytime I think of certain ppl I get really frustrated and I just want to break down and cry. But Its not right because they don't sit around and worry about me like that so why should I right? Exactly lol. I'm trying to convince my self here guys give me some credit. I've been getting so mad and sad lately, Just when you think things can't get any worse and ppl can't hurt you more than they already have, they do! how? idk! but i'm really hurt. Luckily I have awesome friends who invited me to hang out tonite....but with the amazing luck I have, I can't because I have to babysitt =( I would go tho nina and nicole! we'll watch the O.C. this thursday =) I'm getting chuby :( no1 is gonna wanna be my boyfriend when i get fat :( lolol j/k. I am starting to eat healthy though. Today I had an apple for lunch :) (and chips and cookies and a soda) hahahah I'm trying I swear!! Anyways, I'm really bored..and i got a hait cut! My long hair is pretty muc gone now. But It'll grow back someday.

Well if things were like they use to be, today WOULD HAVE been a good day. Most of you don't know what i'm talking about but some do. But I don't care, he probably doesn't even know what today is unless he's reading this so theres really no point in stressing out over it, it's not like he'll fix things.

Wow i'm getting ahead of myself. I better stop now before I really say whats on my mind lol. Then there would be problems. Oh ok last thing, iw as on google doing some english extra credit and i was looking up the president 'Grant' and I didn't know there was a president grant so like I used what the image name said and it said "grantus" so I typed it in and it said "Did you mean: Grantis" so i thought that was his name so I clicked on it and yeah it was definately porn!!!! I asked figgy and nick and they didnt know so it must be like some porn star name. Anyways, I'm gonna go...

Wow this is definately my longest entry everr!!! so you all better leave some comments!! (lol nina and taylor--I want like 100 comments!)

PEACE
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