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Lol so yeah I started writing a post on the 6th and it was going so well haha and then oh wow wonderful wonderful computers, it restarted out of nowhere dont u just love it when that happens so i figured fuck this and didnt start to write it again lol. and the funnie thing was that the last 3 posts i wrote on the 6th so im just gonna like make it national faria sucks day or national faria makes a post on xanga day its a work in process title lol
Omg you guys have to get any song you can by this group called The Perishers i am absolutely in love with them and its so NOT the music i listen to AT ALL but i just love them and if u ever see there cd anywhere buy it for me and i will pay you back and love you forever lol but yeah there awesome i love them! But yea listen to them there awesome!
Anyways so yeah one week of school left till winter break thats absolutely rodonkulous and i get to have 3 unit tests on the same day!! Woot!!! Life just loves me eh?
Hmm so Ayesha came today! It was really cool like I was so excited but that didnt quite happen how I would have liked to it have I did the one thing I HATE doing at school, yet i couldnt help it, i am the biggest loser that i fucking cried at school, which I Cannot stand with a passion. So yeah meh i cried im a loser I was okay-ish until sum ppl were like whats wrong which is fine yes go ahead ask but lol thats when i jsut lost it oh wanna hear the cherry on the top it wasnt girls who were asking me it was guys which makes it even more worse coz' i started bawling and then went into the washroom and was crying even harder and i could hear everyone like jumping and yelling coz' ayesha had came so i wanted to go and do that too but i was crying so i was there for awhile then came out and like ian was like whats wrong bud and b4 that mike did too and they both gave me hugs but it just fuck it pissed me off so much today and the reason i was crying was coz k so we had to disect pigs in bio and i just didnt wanna actually do it so i did it virutually and we had a test today and its out of 50 because we dont have time for 2 small sumative tests b4 the unit test so were having one big one right and it was like all these pictures of the pigs anatomy and u had to identify stuff and say what it is or the structure but fuck two of the questiosn was like what does this organ feel like and i'm like fuck i dont know i didnt do it! i did it virtually so i was like mr. stuart how do i do it coz' i didnt actually do it and he was liek ur gonna have to answer it to teh best of ur ability and i was like this pisses me off coz' first of all coz' i did it virtually i ahd to do 3x more the work so fine w/e i did that was my choice but i mean being penalized for an answer i didnt know just pissed me off and then the other one was like how long is this and i was like fuck i don kno i didnt answer that question on my lab coz' they told me i didnt have to on account of i did it virutally and i mean they showed u pictures on the site but there different than the ones he showed us so i know i bombed the test and its not even just me doing bad like he said we could find out after class but i was like fuck that i just don even wanna kno coz' i didnt wanna be more upset than i already was i just wanted to leave but like i mean i have to have over 80 in all my courses or my dad says i have to redo them all, and i JUST got my bio mark up to a 70 and i know that test is going to bring it back down again and fuck its just so frustrating coz' i try so hard i study so much and still im stupid that i cant get anything and I HATE so many ppl around me in my classes r like i actually failed that or im faling this class and i swear to God some of these ppl have like 93% and 87% yet they constantly complain about how they are failing etc. and im like man im not failing but im in 60's 70's that is failing so quit ur fucking whining. And then i saw Ayesha and they all went to fabric land or w/e and i told Sarah to call me and she said she would but she didnt, and i talked to her on the comp. later and seh didnt mention it or nething but w/e i don care but like i was waiting at home and my mom wanted to go to the mall and i did to but i was like no ayeshas here w/e but like its nto a big deal and i really don care its just on top of the day at school just annoyed me.
What frustrated me even more about this day was like i talked to sum ppl bout it and i usually don talk to neone bout wats goin on w/me unless it gets to the point where i spill it out by accident coz' its accumulated so much calla knows what im talkin bout hopefully.
Omg you guys have to get any song you can by this group called The Perishers i am absolutely in love with them and its so NOT the music i listen to AT ALL but i just love them and if u ever see there cd anywhere buy it for me and i will pay you back and love you forever lol but yeah there awesome i love them! But yea listen to them there awesome!
Anyways so yeah one week of school left till winter break thats absolutely rodonkulous and i get to have 3 unit tests on the same day!! Woot!!! Life just loves me eh?
Hmm so Ayesha came today! It was really cool like I was so excited but that didnt quite happen how I would have liked to it have I did the one thing I HATE doing at school, yet i couldnt help it, i am the biggest loser that i fucking cried at school, which I Cannot stand with a passion. So yeah meh i cried im a loser I was okay-ish until sum ppl were like whats wrong which is fine yes go ahead ask but lol thats when i jsut lost it oh wanna hear the cherry on the top it wasnt girls who were asking me it was guys which makes it even more worse coz' i started bawling and then went into the washroom and was crying even harder and i could hear everyone like jumping and yelling coz' ayesha had came so i wanted to go and do that too but i was crying so i was there for awhile then came out and like ian was like whats wrong bud and b4 that mike did too and they both gave me hugs but it just fuck it pissed me off so much today and the reason i was crying was coz k so we had to disect pigs in bio and i just didnt wanna actually do it so i did it virutually and we had a test today and its out of 50 because we dont have time for 2 small sumative tests b4 the unit test so were having one big one right and it was like all these pictures of the pigs anatomy and u had to identify stuff and say what it is or the structure but fuck two of the questiosn was like what does this organ feel like and i'm like fuck i dont know i didnt do it! i did it virtually so i was like mr. stuart how do i do it coz' i didnt actually do it and he was liek ur gonna have to answer it to teh best of ur ability and i was like this pisses me off coz' first of all coz' i did it virtually i ahd to do 3x more the work so fine w/e i did that was my choice but i mean being penalized for an answer i didnt know just pissed me off and then the other one was like how long is this and i was like fuck i don kno i didnt answer that question on my lab coz' they told me i didnt have to on account of i did it virutally and i mean they showed u pictures on the site but there different than the ones he showed us so i know i bombed the test and its not even just me doing bad like he said we could find out after class but i was like fuck that i just don even wanna kno coz' i didnt wanna be more upset than i already was i just wanted to leave but like i mean i have to have over 80 in all my courses or my dad says i have to redo them all, and i JUST got my bio mark up to a 70 and i know that test is going to bring it back down again and fuck its just so frustrating coz' i try so hard i study so much and still im stupid that i cant get anything and I HATE so many ppl around me in my classes r like i actually failed that or im faling this class and i swear to God some of these ppl have like 93% and 87% yet they constantly complain about how they are failing etc. and im like man im not failing but im in 60's 70's that is failing so quit ur fucking whining. And then i saw Ayesha and they all went to fabric land or w/e and i told Sarah to call me and she said she would but she didnt, and i talked to her on the comp. later and seh didnt mention it or nething but w/e i don care but like i was waiting at home and my mom wanted to go to the mall and i did to but i was like no ayeshas here w/e but like its nto a big deal and i really don care its just on top of the day at school just annoyed me.
What frustrated me even more about this day was like i talked to sum ppl bout it and i usually don talk to neone bout wats goin on w/me unless it gets to the point where i spill it out by accident coz' its accumulated so much calla knows what im talkin bout hopefully.