i've been thinking of you
I will write in you once again, although I never really did. I don’t know why I never write consistently in a journal (either digitally or on paper). Whenever I seriously try and express my thoughts and feelings in a journal I always feel self conscious, even though I’m the only one reading it. A year or two later, when I go back and read entries, I always find myself embarrassed by them. How elementary I once was in my thinking, or even more embarrassing is that I find little progression in my thinking. But why be embarrassed if this is who I was and therefore am? I don’t know. I whole heartedly believe in the cathartic aspect of writing thoughts down. It also helps in making those thoughts and feelings concrete instead of just floating around in my head nebulously. And with that I can gain better insight and perspective into what I’m feeling or thinking. All these pros outweigh my futile cons. And so I will write in you again, and more seriously this time.