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[sunkenmayflower]

So as of right now... i am spending my evening watching Kristen's last show of Wicked with Scott's Family... almost. BUT IT ROCKS SO HARD!!! I HEART WICKED!!! AND SCOTTS FAMILY!!! Adopt me... please

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[anonymous]

who is this scott? do you like him or something? i've been reading your live journal for a while and hes mentioned on it alot. ask him to turn-a-bout!

beckie

p.s. i'm from shs but you don't know me and i don't know you

[sunkenmayflower]

hey beckie! i guess you rule a little bit for A) finding my lj and B) actually reading more than a few lines of it haha. We should really meet. er something. To tell you the truth I was going to ask scott. Because i went to homecoming and i thought turnabout would be way fun. I had this whole creative way planned out and was going to go ask teachers to help me out and everything... but then he told me that he likes my best friend. And that he wanted to go with her. I like him as a really good friend and it shouldn't have bothered me as much as it did... but i was a little crushed after hearing that. So that kind of destroyed that whole idea. he doesn't like her anymore... but i highly highly highly doubt he'd want to go with me anyways. I got turned down 3, count them 3 times for turnabout last year... so i'm not quite up for that game anymore. Thanks for your post though... interesting insite. Haha, sorry for spilling my life to you without knowing you. You rock a little. If you have a lj tell me so i can read yours! : )

[anonymous]

why would you think that he doesn't want to go with you. Ask him about it. Just becuase he liked your friend doesn't mean anything! I don't know, but just because you were turned down 3 times, doesn't mean that he may not want to go with you. If he doesn't like your friend, then who does he like? It's gotta be you. Espically since I say other comments from last yearish and like the whole homecoming/asking out stuff was so cute! then it was over. see if he likes you. i mean, do you really like this other guy? becuase from what you said in your entries from before it seemed like you really liked scott...

thats just my 2 cents.
-beckie

[sunkenmayflower]

ironically, scott called me the other night and talked to me about this whole ordeal. And it was quite a discussion. Considering you dont' know me, and i really have no right sharing his business, i'll just leave it at that. But he opened up, and gave me time to think through it. But now he 'cant' handle' talking to me about it in person. um... idk, but i'm like 98% sure i've just lost a good friend over this. Things aren't going ridiculously well with ty either, and scott would be someone that i'd go to to talk about something like that. Now he can hardly talk to me online. And i'm the reason he's not going to turnabout. i think this whole incident should go on the list of reasons why i shouldn't date. or this is just me being punished for having a splendid day yesterday. i really hope scott ends up going to turnabout. i'm thinking the best thing i can do is uninvolve myself from his life for a while. then maybe he'll stop being so upset.

[wastedxxyouth]

NO!
YOU CAN TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING... EVER. You are who I opened up most to. You are the one who I feel comfortable talking to, espically since the phone call. If you ininvolve yourself from my life then ummm maybe I'll die. I'm not upset. The only thing that I'm upset about is you not being able to go to turnabout. I hope you have a great autidion for the camp the next day, and don't worry about me not going. I'll have a great night with TV Land and a container of cookie dough ice cream. Unless you can go. or WHAT!?!? I mean unless I get asked of course! :-D

but honestly if you untinvolve yourself from my life for even a day i'll eat myself alive. but ewww that would be just a tad bit gross.

I L U!
Scott

[anonymous]

i'm moving, my dads job got switched. sorry we never got to meet
-Beckie